From Me To You…

Sometimes I dislike you,

Sometimes I try to avoid you,

Sometimes I don't understand you,

But most of the time I miss you…

So many times you are so close to me,

I have to refrain myself,

I have to turn away,

But most of the time I just hide my feelings.

Life is too short waiting for something,

Life is too long not doing something.

We have nothing to lose but chances,

At least we tried, we lived, without lies.

Well, my door is always open,

And you know where I am,

And that I will always be there for you.

Come over when you are ready for something…

Love Letter - Departing

Dear,

Leaving you is never easy. I have had several attempts, all failed. This time, am closer to the finishing line. You never say hi, never exchange jokes, anymore. Rewinding the memories, you never did in fact, It's always me to do so. This probably make things way easier. Still painful, but the feelings are fading. Like radiation - half decay rule... the only thing is I still don't know why things between us falls apart just - like that.


Always...

Love Letter - Too

Dear,

I love and miss you more each day. But I can't take any more of your negative attitude...whatever I said and done, you'd ask me not to do it. Weird.

So I am going to distant myself from you. Not going to chat with you unless totally necessary, to avoid being hurt. So far so good, not completely pleasant but then I am feeling more positive each day. I also hope without me bothering you (so to interpret it in your own way), you would live happier and less stressed.

Having said that though, you will have a special place in my heart forever, always, as far as I have some memories..

Miss you...

Lover Letter

"I am telling you how I feel. I have very strong feelings to you. I like staying close to you, know what you are up to, and always wanted to share my thoughts with you. 


Yes, something I simply Can't explain, nor deny, and you always gonna have a place at my heart. This is quite solid. It's weird, just happened somewhere in time...and it went all the way into my heart, deep down inside. 


If I can control it I would have but I can't . It hurts when you don't even respond to me as a friend, it really does stab me like a dagger at the leg. Why leg, not heart? Because, it certainly won't kill me, but it hurts, it really does.


You can decide whatever your feelings is towards me, but you cannot stop me from loving you, which is gonna be forever. Lots of things in life that I am not sure, but this one I am pretty sure that is none of those."

Poem of the day: What a Wonder-FULL Life~

Feel like having everything;

Actually there is nothing.

 

Feel like loving someone;

Actually there is no one.

 

Feel like working a nice living;

Actually it is merely a living.

 

Feel like knowing oneself;

Actually it is a lost in a maze.

 

Feel like living life fully;

Actually it is a fool as a living thing...

 

So frequent lately duties and priorities are shifting,

So frequent lately at a state of wondering...

 

Spinning, like a roulette, when it stop, someone will win, someone will lose.

If bet is placed on every slot, in every game, we win some and lose some...

So, why bother? why puzzle? why care?

 

Just live it! Don't Leave Before You Leave...

11 Mar 2011: A Day to Remember for Many

Memoir for the Miyagi Earthquake in Japan - 11 Mar 2011


For the Nature, For Everyone

When it comes to nature, we are always tiny.

When it comes to disaster, we are always helpless.

Some say “We played with nature too much.”

I’d say “Yes, we didn’t love it enough.”

When it comes to tough times, we panic.

When it comes to safe times, we sing grace.

Some say “Glad that we are safe.”

I’d say “Yes, Hope that everyone out there are too.”

When it comes to crisis, we try to call our loved ones.

When it comes to stagnant, we tend to pour in funs.

Some say “Let’s go for more beers.”

I’d say “Time to go home for more rest.”

I dedicate this to everyone who find peace and feel loves during this time.

“May you learn and treasure more of what you have.”

I dedicate this to everyone who fight hard to save lives during this time.

“May you be safe too and good luck in your searches and actions.”

I dedicate this to everyone who lost their homes during this time.

“May you regain strength and rebuild your home soon."

I dedicate this to everyone whose lives are lost during this time.

"May you RIP.”

By Adel..in Tokyo, Japan on 12 Mar 2011, 8:00am TKT

On the day after the biggest earthquake in Japan’s history (Miyagi earthquake)

Much Ado About Some ~

Can't believe this is nearly one year already, one year, since I last posted anything here! So today, here it is...

Much Ado About Some ~ 
Sometimes we gotta give up, sometimes we gotta persist. 
Something we gotta hold onto, something we gotta let go. 
Someone we gotta miss. Someone we gotta forget.
Sometimes something comes with someone that we ought to do something. 
Sometimes something comes with someone we'd better do nothing, just let it be.

Some ... more or less, get it or not, is all about love, and the ones that we love.